you step inside with your dreadlocks in a rubberband,
t-shirt and drawstring pants,
yet classier than any other man,
i've ever seen.
you're amazing to me.
i'm just so scared to say so.
cause im so used to being left and thrown away,
and its only been maybe 3 or 4 days,
but ive figured out so much by passing time with you.
i wanna try with you,
cause if loved,
i need to be loved with simplicity.
in the hopes that you understand that with you,
i have been given the time
to learn patience.
and now i see,
im allowed to be picky,
but not plenty,
cause in the past,
it put me in a place of complexity,
as i actually see i settled,
and let him get the best of me,
so the next time you're sexin me,
lets just practice
to shift the earth
off its axis,
cause in the beginning,
i just wanted to be loved.
to be wrapped up in the sheets of your manhood,
and spellbound by the manifestation
of the lyrics to your lovesong.
im caught in your trance.
after have been given a chance to walk away,
but past it up,
and i think i see,
that you could possibly be
unlike the others.
and brainwashed brothers
who strut with their swagger
carrying intentions to break hearts.
thinkin they sway me with that game they spit,
when really that shit only makes me sick,
i think you're the one i wanna spend sunsets with.
cause i just want you to love me,
with your flesh.
seduce me with your sprit.
make time for me,
and ill do all the impossible for you.
i wanna catch and collect your teardrops
before they hit the floor,
have you wondering what else
i could possibly have in store,
i just crave you,
to study me.
pay attention to the details,
no one ever mentioned
and notice things i never even knew about myself.
grin as you gaze into my eyes
and wink at my dimples when you make me laugh.
create classics with me.
as you suddenly become
to the symphony of my soul.
I want to become synchronized with your unpredictability,
and one with every atom of your being.
to put it simply,
i wanna be adored by you.
illustrate fate and wait for you.
create sunny side up sonnets
and bottomless ballads
as we collaborate the compositions of our deepest compassions.
come navigate my neverland.
and rewrite my fairy tales
as we become whimsical when alone together.
i want you to bathe me with your brillance
cause i learn from you.
have you home school me with your wisdom
and ill take notes.
maybe even drown me in your insecurites
as i show you i can finally be the woman you deserve.
with your gentle head on my belly,
i want to run my fingers through your vulnerablilty.
as i inhale your passion,
let your hair fall into my face.
wrap your arms around me,
given me collarbone kisses,
take me from bottom to top,
so intense i kinda want you to stop,
when did i first fall in love with hip-hop?
as i become engulfed in your mannerisms.
because you are the perfect metaphor
in any verse of my poetry.
see that when left meets right,
we sculpt contrapposto together.
I want to be sauteed in your scarcasm
because your twisted sense of humor fits me,
for once, someone gets me,
you lift me.
I'll swim across the strong current
in a pool of your frailty
just to bring out your inner child and make you smile.
take what you want from me,
but right now,
come what may.
but if i cant have you all to myself,
i'd rather sacrifice that just to keep you in my life.
cause one way or another,
you are my soulmate.
my simile of serendipity
and constant source of sanity.
who, to me
is ever so randomly beautiful.